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Before the womb.


Consciousness moves like passive air beyond the realm of matter.  I can see it with my inner eye.  It is filled by a kind of IN-formation and conscious energy, it is one and both at the same time. Darkness and light are contained in it, and yet they are not.

As the biological environment inside the mother prepares itself to form physical life and the womb adapts itself accordingly, Consciousness enters and allows its in-formation to direct its conscious energy to thus begin the process of ephemeral life.

And so the fetus grows.  And the heart connects to Consciousness, and some small biological awareness initiates, and it develops further.  And then, much later, there is a baby.  The egg hatches and the baby comes to know the world outside the mother.

But as the baby grows and learns about physical life, he also creates an ego; so, the content of his mind pulls him to one extreme or the other.  He grows attached.  He might develop healthily and appropriately, but he lacks balance.  He develops an emptiness he does not feel until he matures later in life.

He might not recognize his own emptiness, even though he is a full adult now.  Subconsciously he has many problems, many programs running him, many issues with himself and with the world in which he lives.  So, what does he do…??

He becomes restless, seeks meaningless relationships, seeks unhealthy foods, becomes a hypocrite, grows prideful, does drugs, parties a lot, judges others but not himself, and more nonsense he creates out of his massive, anxious ego.  But he does this because he starts to consciously notice his own emptiness coming up to the surface, nagging him without rest.


He either destroys himself or re-creates himself. 

He either continues dying spiritually or begins awakening himself.  

He either keeps buried his life before the womb or he remembers his life before the womb.

The truth of who he is then, is found in his life before the womb.



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The magical journey…


So, there are thoughts in you which drive you to make bad choices, mistakes, to feel bad, to feel worthless, to design all sorts of fear-based behaviors.  We all have these, of course; otherwise, physical existence, matter formation, the pursuit of the better life here wouldn’t be accessible to us or even of value.

We learn from these thoughts, we either raise ourselves above them or die with them by slow self-destruction.  That is the great and wonderful challenge we all face, isn’t it…??

Imagine if all you had all the time were constantly perfect, blissful, inspiring, clean thoughts.  This would mean no ignorance exists in your mind, this would mean no duality signs, and this would mean no challenges and no opportunity to become a better person, no darkness to give birth to light.  Would you find value in this perfect scenario…??

So, let us reach freedom, which indeed can be reached, even though perfection in thoughts cannot be.  Freedom is the liberation of your consciousness from the imbalance of your ego.  Because obviously the ego (the content of your mind) serves a true purpose in shaping your consciousness and put it to good use in this physical experience, to create physical reality.

But the problem is when the ego has no balance, then it happens that consciousness remains trapped in a polluted mind which is filled by ignorance and darkness, which brings us confusion, fear, depression.

And this imbalance of the ego occurs due to our daily thoughts, which are influenced by the energy in foods, by the things we allow ourselves to watch, by the people and the environments given our attention, etc. etc.

These negative energies enslave our minds, trap our consciousness behind steel bars of much ego activity which distorts our reality; so, this takes one to make bad choices, and to commit serious mistakes, and to fall prey of fears and miseries in life.  The whole journey of life must be then to raise oneself above all this.




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A Journey of Self-mastery.


So what do you think a spiritual really journey is…??  Because most people, maybe even you, poisoned by the religious collective mindset and philosophy created in the world, think that spirituality is reading scriptures, listening to the egos of people talking about angels and demons, traditions, burning incense and nonsense, talking about energy and auras, and all this other superficial foolishness.

But they all miss the whole point due to fantastical ignorance and the scheme of their own egos, and that is that a spiritual journey is a better human being journey–no more, no less.  It is about higher principles, higher ethics and morals; for if you rule your life by higher ethics and morals then you rule your life by truth.

So what is it…??  How do you reconcile this…??  Living a truly good and healthy life, respecting other beings, no judging, no gossiping, no supporting any politics which separates people even if it is good for the economy, not supporting any war, meditating about your own thought and feel, working on your mood swings or emotional reactions, cultivating love and tolerance at all times, etc.  All this is being spiritual; thus working on being a better human being.

It is simple if you make it a holy system individually.  Instead of worrying about a collective mindset, about keeping your attention outside yourself, you worry about transforming yourself from within, you work on your inner self daily, without excuses, thus keeping your attention into yourself, growing from within.  The work must be personal, not collective.


Avoid what is outside, because the origin of God, of life, of divinity itself, is inside; however, the many fools of the world look for all truth and reality in the outside, and it is why the world is just an empty husk of competition and intolerance today–and the worst offenders of this are religion and politics.  You must raise yourself above all this petty nonsense if you want to truly better yourself.



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Laws of Nature.


What governs Nature…??  Everything and anything in existence works under higher principles or Universal Laws, and all that which happens does so for a reason.  NOTHING is random: 

If you are annoyed by your current life situation, if you fall into depression, if you survive an accident, if you find joy in a relationship, if you have inherited a fatal disease, if you lose someone you love, if the people in a nation or community suffer, if the people in a nation or community prosper, etc.–all this has meaning, but you can see the meaning ONLY if you have “Awakening.”

Why…??  Because Awakening is a liberation of consciousness from the stubborn intellectual mind/ego, such intellectual mind/ego which gets quickly annoyed by situations it does not like; so, what does it do then??, it closes itself to reality and out of suffering it creates stubbornly its own false reality.

A fake reality where consciousness remains asleep or trapped, so the ego creates a escape from what happened–specially when it comes to painful situations or happenings.  So The Laws of Nature, or of God, do not work for the limited understanding of the ego; only an expanded mind with a free consciousness can understand painful situations and find the meaning in them.

Knowledge of The Laws of Nature require that you step away from your intellect and stop your ego from making you feel like a victim; and ONLY then consciousness can be free, and ONLY then you can breathe and welcome challenges and painful situations in your life.

Thus, everything that goes on in your life must be taken with peace of mind and not with condemnation or in anger; for the one entity that remains always blind to The Laws of Nature is your ego, and the suffering and the hatred for any situation you experience comes from your ego–i.e., ego which enslaves the greater understanding of your trapped consciousness.



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Three to Divine Love.

Love has been distorted by society, by each person’s ego; it has been made an opinion, a belief, a thing which exists only if the ego is in a good mood–so we have romance, friendship, family, nationalistic, and various sorts of so-called “love.”  But this love of the masses is not eternal but created by man.  Under the heavy and dirty layers of these you find the spiritual love or divinity of God, that which man and woman claim to know but which still is not shown in their actions.  Look at the world.  Look at your society.  Look at your own life.  In 99% of cases, the ego tells people what love is, and people end up suffering for it, and the world ends up suffering for it.

So what is divine love…??  In order to understand divine love, the love of God, one must understand what a soul is.  The spirit is something we all have, it is the substance of energy sustaining our bodies.  But the soul YOU must build, because to have a full soul is tied to morality and ethics; however, we are born only with a soul-seed in order to develop ourselves and grow that seed.  As one grows one must learn to live by higher principles, embodying higher truth and morals in all aspects; most people, as nice as they sound, do not do this, thus their soul is not whole.

Divine love comes to your conscious experience as a delight, always constant and full of wisdom and understanding:

1) (Filial Love) you must accept yourself in all terms, accept your emptiness and work on it, stop seeking pleasures to fill that void.

2) (Agapic Love) you must seek the growth of your true self and stop filling your ego with beliefs, imaginations, pleasures, and knowledge to feel superior over others, and so you have to meditate, pray, be humble and truthful in all you do in order to lessen the hold of your ego.

3) (Erotic or Creative Love) you must transmute your wild impulses and wild desires in order to attend on higher and more creative endeavors of the mind, focus on developing talents and on other things which can help you ascend and get in touch with your true self; because narrow is the gate and the animal cannot walk it, only the human being with a full soul can.

Only following these one can embrace and become full love, build a full soul and raise oneself above the pettiness of a trapped, egoistical, absurd, opportunistic mind.



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Conscious education.

To grow, develop, mature, and to bring illumination to embrace higher morals as a human being is to educate yourself; but not in the manners of the world with teachers and lots of memory filled with book knowledge, but a conscious education which means to study yourself, to not just read but discover the secrets and messages occult, to leave your ego aside and learn for the only sake of your betterment–i.e., without competition, without any selfish desire to be above others.  Your only task in conscious education is to liberate your trapped consciousness from the tyranny of your own ego/from the tyranny of all your opinions, knowledge, and beliefs.

Consciousness is not just something of the mind, of your head; but consciousness is the collective unity/essence of the universe guiding your steps through your minds/through your conscious and subconscious.  And the subconscious forces then may be hidden from plain sight, making you act in a manner unknown, damaging, or strange to you; but, however, these obscured forces are guiding you, there is a divine purpose for whatever happens–i.e., for the loss, for the mistake, for the disease, for the loneliness you feel now, etc.  Your task is to make these subconscious forces conscious to you, slowly, through self-awareness, through studying your actions carefully, so you become filled with knowledge of self, love, understanding, wisdom, and light unto yourself and unto others.

Vibrations are our very energy, our source either for happiness or misery, love or fear; and so, this must be revealed to the conscious in order for you to see it and become one with the higher planes of consciousness. It can be daunting, even not considered “normal.”  But what really is normal…??  To follow and be like others??  Or to be uniquely you, know yourself, and raise yourself above your lower self/above your sanctimonious ego??




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The Ego.

In spiritual psychology, the term ego refers to STRUCTURES IN THE MIND that trap the Pure Consciousness (Soul, Psyche, Buddha Nature, Jiva, Nephesh).  When our consciousness is trapped, there is no true liberation.  What does this mean…??  It means that our very existence is ruled by impressions of the world, not by our true selves.  It means that there is no freedom to choose, because we are caged inside a program like robots or some computer; and in this program we have been already given certain choices by our ego and its impressions, by our society and its damaging influence, so we must pick from those as we have no choice then.  And it means that with your Pure Consciousness trapped by the ego, you are living, existing in a world/roller coaster of suffering and pleasure; and you are tied to Karmic Forces you cannot control, which means that whatever you do you are not free from the sharp pendulum of suffering and attachment.

You might think you are your ego, because that is all you experience on a daily basis–i.e., choices from your ego, opinions from your ego, knowledge from your ego, love views from your ego, suffering from your ego, add infinitum.  But the truth is that your mind is a holy temple, thieves, merchants and all types of pollution fill its content, like in John 2:13-17: “When it was almost time for the Jewish Passover, Jesus went up to Jerusalem.  In the temple courts he found men selling cattle, sheep and doves, and others sitting at tables exchanging money.  So he made a whip out of cords, and drove all from the temple area, both sheep and cattle; he scattered the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. To those who sold doves he said, “Get these out of here! How dare you turn my Father’s House into a market!”  Jesus was upset that The Sacred Temple of The Father (the human mind) was being polluted and cursed by ignorant merchants (the ego).

The ego is a multiplicity of contradictory psychological elements that we have inside, and are in their sum the “ego.”  Each one is also called “an ego” or an “I.”  Every ego is a psychological defect that produces suffering.  That is why the wise person, The Superior Being in man and woman, seeks to find a stable, reliable, beneficial foundation in their psyche, which is the free, unmodified, Pure Consciousness.



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Breathing life.

Breathing is the mechanics of life, and linked to the mind it access the different states of consciousness; like wind currents have an effect on clouds of smoke, like electricity has an effect on machines, the mind is altered by the changes in consciousness, by the breath.  The mind is attached to the breath; the more slow and long the breath, the more calm and clear the mind; the more rapid and short the breath, the more agitated and polluted the mind.

Physical existence is tethered to the breath.  We cannot see plants breathe, and yet they do–being why they exist at all!  When you see any plant dying, the breath is gone, and so decomposing has accessed individual existence.  And it may seem silly to you as a sentient being to think of rocks, earth, water, and such physical elements breathing as well; but, however their mechanics for breathing, their sole existence calls for proper breath, because they are alive–they may not move in your dimension/in your way of existing, and yet they live in a whole different dimension and rhythm which requires some form of breathing.

So, breathing equals life.  The breath affects the human mind. The breath affects our experience/our thinking/our clarity/our feel.  So, regulating the breath is regulating life/the mind/the human experience 🧘‍♂️👁️🙏



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To be free.

When the question of freedom is propounded, in each mind there is incoherence, vagueness, and incongruity; in fact, in most cases you wouldn’t find ten people on the street who share the same understanding of what freedom really is.  Nobody really understands what it is, because people are followers, they think they seek reality but in fact they are disturbing reality by following others; thus for them wars are the gateway to freedom, competition is the key to enjoying life and get what they need, love always molds to their each individual concepts, the truth is always what brings them comfort and pleasure, loneliness is cured by bringing more people into their lives, and the stupidity goes on and on and on.  Wars.  Competition.  Different concepts and ways of love.
But how many flags, how much blood, and how many heroes have come to pass in the course of history whenever the question of freedom has been posed in life’s scenario…??  Adolescents long for freedom: It seems incredible that while having food, clothing, and shelter they should want to flee their homes in the pursuit of freedom.  And it is logical that a young girl wants freedom, longs to move away from home, to marry in order to escape from under the parental roof and lead a better life.  This is in part due to her right to be a mother.  Nevertheless, once married, she finds she is not free, and with resignation she must bear the shackles of slavery.  A worker, tired of so many regulations, wants to be free; but even if he achieves independence, he soon encounters the problem of continuing to be a slave to his own interests and concerns.  They all think they know freedom, because they seek freedom–and that is exact;y their downfall.

Truth is, as long as your consciousness remains in slavery to your ego, as long as you seek freedom out there in activities, you will not become free–not in a million years!  Consciousness must be rid from the egoistical mindset and its anxious content; your mind is your world, every thought, every feeling, every experience appears in your mind, and this mind dumps its content on your consciousness.  In short, your mind must be free from society, its concepts and beliefs, in order for your consciousness to see reality as it is and for its pure energy to elevate your mind’s thoughts.



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Spiritual evolution.

Evolution of consciousness from fallen angel to ascension, or from darkness to light, or from mediocrity to Enlightenment.  Spiritual evolution is not an evolution of the spirit per se, but it is the elevation of the human mind so it can get rid of the corruption and all hindrances to freeing the spirit (as the spirit truly frees itself the conscience of man reaches heights of illumination/a portal into higher dimensions of thought/a unity with the universe or Oneness/Enlightenment).  And how does a free spirit come about…??


It is in the dormant DNA strands: as we absorb knowledge, beliefs, opinions, certain views, our physical brains make new connections (grow more “dendrites,” which are neuronal branches) or destroy connections–depending on the knowledge we acquire.  This affects, obviously, our DNA composition–we either become illumined and strengthen DNA strands while creating even more, or we bury these same DNA strands under piles of actual genetic “junk” while sending ill signals to our entire genetic makeup.  This is the science behind evolution.  Human beings function like this so we may acquire the right knowledge and evolve into higher levels of consciousness through our own divine genetic material, because it is all in the genetic material.

When you accept whatever you read, when you just follow the words of others no matter how they sound, when you react without thinking and immerse your mind in passions based on fear either by yourself or with the collective–all this produces an effect on your genetic makeup, you are structuring your genes and polluting your process of evolution.  Your brain is the gateway to expansion, and unless you watch what you feed it day by day your genes will not evolve into higher realms of thought.



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