Tag: Fetus

Consciousness moves like passive air beyond the realm of matter.  I can see it with my inner eye.  It is filled by a kind of IN-formation and conscious energy, it is one and both at the same time. Darkness and light are contained in it, and yet they are not.

As the biological environment inside the mother prepares itself to form physical life and the womb adapts itself accordingly, Consciousness enters and allows its in-formation to direct its conscious energy to thus begin the process of ephemeral life.

And so the fetus grows.  And the heart connects to Consciousness, and some small biological awareness initiates, and it develops further.  And then, much later, there is a baby.  The egg hatches and the baby comes to know the world outside the mother.

But as the baby grows and learns about physical life, he also creates an ego; so, the content of his mind pulls him to one extreme or the other.  He grows attached.  He might develop healthily and appropriately, but he lacks balance.  He develops an emptiness he does not feel until he matures later in life.

He might not recognize his own emptiness, even though he is a full adult now.  Subconsciously he has many problems, many programs running him, many issues with himself and with the world in which he lives.  So, what does he do…??

He becomes restless, seeks meaningless relationships, seeks unhealthy foods, becomes a hypocrite, grows prideful, does drugs, parties a lot, judges others but not himself, and more nonsense he creates out of his massive, anxious ego.  But he does this because he starts to consciously notice his own emptiness coming up to the surface, nagging him without rest.