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The deepest link.

“To survive in peace and harmony, united and strong, we must have one people, one nation, one flag.”  ~ Pauline Hanson; Australian politician, senator, founder and leader of the movement One Nation Party.

A global community of sameness.
Planet Earth. Home to about 7.5 billion people. A planet of vast riches, both in sentient beings and habitats. On the surface, human beings have differences–i.e., cultures, races, beliefs, lifestyles, ideas, all appearance. Beyond those, lies our true values and state of Being; and this is the same for all of us, because it is in fact the essence of freedom and love as the most pure state of the whole of Creation. Some call this Oneness.

Human beings are one race which branches out into many superficial forms–i.e., skin colors, languages, lifestyles, cultural backgrounds, beliefs of all kinds, ideas, and so on and so forth.  But all this is what the physical senses, and our society, obviously, has made us believe.  This is the superficial appearance of humankind.  The truth absolute, the very values powerful enough to sustain our spirit, lies beyond this superficial appearance.

This is why most people get depressed and feel lonely, feel worthless and unable to reach what their hearts desire, their potentials to soar above their challenges; because they do not actually take the time to delve into themselves and find out the truth for themselves, but they, in their ignorance, go to a religion, to their culture, to their family and friends, to their beliefs, to politics, to allow others to tell them what is truth and valuable in the human spirit or in life. 

If one is to find confidence and see beauty in all of Creation, one MUST embrace self-love and the value of the human being as one.  Self-love and acceptance of yourself will take you to a higher elevation of your own views and perceptions.  And so you will see beyond the ego of your thoughts and your actions, anger and prejudice towards others will disappear as magic, and you shall see the light which shines for all of us the same way, without disputes and differences of appearance.

As the worm or caterpillar sheds its cocoon and transforms itself in the beautiful butterfly, you shall be raised to a higher elevation of mind to see the real value of humankind as one being. 

 

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The well-oiled machine

“To enjoy good health, to bring true happiness to one’s family, to bring peace to all, one must first discipline and control one’s own mind.  If a man can control his mind he can find the way to Enlightenment, and all wisdom and virtue will naturally come to him.”  ~ Buddha.

 

 

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Far away my land of dreams expands my very human soul,

Where I was born and my heart beats for the terrain whole.

The rich earth beneath my naked feet designs the extensive harvest,

The mountains supply the water, the cool shade, the precious garnet,

The sky is blue and conscious of its everlasting majesty,

The birds sing to delight my people beyond all tragedy.

 

My mind expresses itself through my daily behavior,

My soul rules my mind, it expresses itself as my savior;

For the right mental expression I require higher elevation,

Knowledge, truth, health, love, the right sensation.

My body is the connection to my very vitality,

I must eat healthy and correct my mentality.

 

Every day I must act godly and see my body as a temple,

Powerful, incorruptible, poised, well-nourished, gentle.

There are poisons which kill the earth,

There are temptations since birth;

Of the earth my being must protect its merits,

Of my mind and body respect its divine inherence.

 

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Warrior’s strength.

“No legacy is so rich as honesty.”  ~ William Shakespeare; English poet, playwright, and actor.


It is well known that life is pressure and stress quite often, and so you might feel like concealing something from yourself and from others.  Perhaps like in school, when children, telling yourself you’d do homework later after the video games, when you had your friends coming over to play with you and so you knew that you wouldn’t have time to do homework later, or even have a desire to do so later.  Just kids, right?

But that kid grew up.  And you must take responsibility for your actions now, good ones and not so good ones, and you must embrace every little thing that happens.  This is the mature and strong kid still in you, now grown up, experienced, but still a creative kid that has to embrace imagination and solve problems and accept those challenges with a positive attitude.  The attitude of the master of your life.

Absolute honesty means a free mind and an unpolluted heart, and it is the very core of the truly awakened one. See, if you must hide anything or trick others, deceive yourself and keep yourself tied to a belief deep inside you know to be nonsense, then, it is a lack of confidence and self-love that is ruling your inner being.
Subconsciously, something has taken your reality captive, you are not totally free and you need to make up your own reality, while affecting others. This is deceiving yourself, distancing yourself from all light, bringing more suffering into your life (perhaps without your own knowledge).

You must accept who you are with your flaws and strengths, with your failings and achievements; otherwise, you are just running away from the present and from the real you (where you can certainly find utter bliss).
And you are allowing yourself to grow your ego and create more dysfunction in your own mind, while affecting your loved ones and the ones who want to connect with you in the process.

Be honest with yourself and with others.  The path to all light.

 

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Honesty is being true with yourself and with others. This process takes a higher mind and is not that easy to keep all the time; and so it is why most people fail at this.  Absolute honesty we may call a strength of the powerful, because it is getting over the temptation to lie and using the energy in a constructive manner, a constructive force.

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The mind of the fool.

“Most of the luxuries and many of the so-called comforts of life are not only not indispensable, but positive hindrances to the elevation of mankind.”  ~ Henry David Thoreau; American essayist, poet, philosopher, abolitionist, naturalist, tax resister, development critic, surveyor, and historian.


“The mind of the fool.”

…But I do think humankind is heavily drunk,

And this concerns us all for we have sunk.

What do you mean by what you just said…??

Be explicit, Master.  Please, go ahead–

When you base yourself and your life upon truth,

The true wisdom of the word could sound uncouth.

I do not mind, Master, if the word be true is power.

Trust me, my mind is open like the Lotus flower.

Well then, wisdom lies in what you cannot see,

People of the world are slaves, they cannot be.

Are their lives in turmoil, slaves to a belief…??

Are they chasing illusions which bring grief…??

Yes, they trust their physical eyes and emotions,

All pleasures with decay and painful notions.

You see, young one, the powerful eyes of intuition,

They see more, for love essence is the real fruition.

May I follow you, O Great One?  You elevate my mind.

Walk with me and perhaps true wake you will find.

See the river, how it flows without resistance…??

Or how the birds in the sky fly without assistance…??

God’s Greatest Creations of Wisdom in purity,

But instead of learning man follows impurity.

The natural oceans are like the mind of the wise:

Very vast, flowing freely, clean and without vice.

The muddy waters are like the mind of the fool:

Heavy and dark, a prison cell, where the ego does rule.

 

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The path to the extraordinary.

“Pranayama is the practice of breath control.  The word prana refers not only to breath, but also to air and life itself.”  ~ Christy Turlington; American model.


 

Life can certainly get complicated for us, or, better put, each of our thinking and unique perceptions make life complicated; but, however difficult and overwhelming it gets for us, there is one thing we can count on to get through any hardship:  Energy

Vital energy to feed our inner strengths, to elevate our minds, to get more clarity to face all challenges and problems, to be more confident and determined towards our heartfelt goals in life…

 

Vital life-force manifested in ALL things. Prana, Sanskrit for _breath_ and _Universal Life._Prana is the essence of life behind your thought, speech, and all motion.Use this energy wise

Conservation of energy.  The secret to mental elevation and all extraordinary success in life.  What Buddha, Jesus, and other extraordinary men knew.

Prana, the vital energy that fills us with life, that empowers us to exist in this reality, is the gift that life gives us, enabling us to be one with life.  The three major sources of prana from which we draw externally are: the earth, air and the sun. They all come together in the air and these globules of vitality, contained in the air are constantly being absorbed through our subtle mind and body structures.
You have noticed that most of humankind wastes thought and all thinking processes, behaviors and attitudes, in any trivial and obnoxious enterprise that attracts their physical senses; thus, subconsciously distracting and weakening themselves from more fruitful human endeavors, creating a gap between themselves and extraordinary accomplishments of the mind and body, and even depleting themselves from vast energy, cosmic energy or prana, energy of life, which we call conscious energy but not from any source science knows.
This is the energy meditators know and experience when in serious meditation trance.
This energy runs through us via the subconscious, Infinite Intelligence source, and gives life to all we do behind our heartbeats, blood flow, nervous system, immune system, etc. Thi
s energy conservation is vital for strength of mind through challenging times, such is the strength to remain undeterred and positive when problems or challenges which shake life itself are encountered.
It is core to powered and sustained confidence, energetic attitude, and all traits of the mind and body which are necessary for extraordinary mental control and inner and outer success; on the other hand, one that is low or weak in this prana energy will lack self-motivation and oomph, will lack confidence and will be shy and feel awkward around others. 

This energy then drives mankind to great deeds and to believe in themselves; and one revitalizes himself with this energy by using the energy of his own thoughts and actions wisely, by not engaging in stressful situations that could be avoided, by controlling one’s own anger and all reactive emotions, by controlling sexual impulses, and by adopting a wiser stance on shopping and in the process of food intake (healthy of mind and body).

At times, lifemay seem like is unfair; but you have to keep moving and building your future.(1)


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Tips on Problem Solving

“There was never a night or a problem that could defeat sunrise or hope.”  ~ Sir Bernard Williams; English Moral philosopher.

Life is challenges, that is the value of life, the rich essence of human existence.  Imagine if you didn’t have problems or challenges, you would never grow and learn, you would never feel blissful and accomplished whenever you have achieved something you have worked for.  Human beings only know success because they know frustration and failure.  Human beings only know happiness because they know unhappiness.  Human beings only know how love feels because they know how fear, hate, and rejection feels.

A few tips on Problem Solving for your everyday life:

  1. Accept the problem:  Quite often we try to push on, live our lives ignoring a problem or just hoping it goes away on its own; however, this might be counterproductive for growth and for a solution, because it could backfire on us.  Acceptance of a problem means that you are not resisting and not feeding that problem by an immature and damaging process.  Accepting it means that you allow peace and clarity to enter your mind and so think better, to become one with the problem and not running away from it like it is your enemy.  Problems are not enemies, they are there for a reason; to help us grow and master ourselves, master our skills of creativity, of imagination.  So become one with the energies of your problems; because those energies can be transformed in solutions if you work with that problem.
  2. Keep calm and analyze:  Ask yourself:  What’s the worst that could happen…??  Is this really the end of my life…??  Should I let this problem rob me of happiness and clarity…??  Should I allow fear to take over my mind and my body…??  Thoughts of obsession and darkness seem to overwhelm the mind when we have a problem, and by taking a step back, sitting calmly, breathing deeply and meditating or contemplating on the problem, we can then become rulers over the situation and get rid of the brunt or heart of the stress we feel.  And remember that stress is conducive to illness and all sorts of problems, specially it blocks your creative thinking.
  3. Remember who you are and look at failure as nothing to you:  This is a big one, and one that most of us forget.  What human beings really are, beyond the mere thoughts we have and the decaying flesh we see in the mirror, is energy, energy inside each atom that makes us; and this energy is what we call Imagination or Creativity, and this is why we are given by life problems and challenges in the first place, because we are equipped by nature to solve them, whether you are conscious of it or not…  Also whenever problems overwhelm you, look and learn from highly successful people and their views on failure–i.e., failure is just a state of the mind for them, and something not to be feared but to be welcomed and learn from.
  4. Don’t be proud, ask for help:  Quite often, there is that foolish pride the ego creates, that embarrassment perhaps, that fear; but, the opposite of fear is love, so you have to accept to expand that love to get rid of that fear, and you do it by connecting with others, by sharing the weights you carry on your shoulders with others.  As human beings, we are to support each other because we are a collective species, we are one in the sense that we must help each other with the challenges we present.  Pride drives the ego and so the problems you may have exacerbate or become heavier on you; therefore, help others with their problems, and help yourself by connecting with others and sharing the burden you carry.  Asking for help means trust, and trust is the expansion of love; the expansion of love is not a weakness but a strength, an imaginable power.
  5. Use The Universal Law:  This law says that a task will expand in time and seeming complexity depending on the time you set aside for it.  For instance, if you say to yourself that you will come up with a solution within a week, then the problem will seem to grow more difficult and you will spend more and more time trying to come up with a solution.  So focus your time on finding solutions, be clear of mind first and then give yourself an hour or so (instead than a whole week) to find that solution.  In this manner, you will rule your own mind and not allow panic or stress to set in and take over, you will give your mind a definite time frame and structure to come up with a solution in a very ordered way; and this will drive the best methods to use the energies of creativity that lie within you.
  6. Watch your words about the problem:  Words, like thoughts, are energy, powerful energy which attracts either positive or negative outcomes.  Most people fail on finding solutions to big problems because they ignore this deep understanding; this can either bring more problems and stress or it can bring solutions and mental peace.  Your choice…  Whenever you feel frustrated and say something negative like “I cannot do this!” or, “There’s no solution here!” you allow more stressful thoughts and situations to appear in your midst, to overwhelm you further.  Whenever you do this, you are summoning negative energy by picturing a “giving up” image in your mind.  This is the loser’s mentality, but most people do not realize it.  The winner’s mentality realizes that there is no failure or losing in life, just challenges to learn from and always grow.  So be wise, adopt a winner’s mentality! 

 

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There is always a solution to your problems, but the challenge is to keep your mind clear and peaceful to find it.

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The power of a thousand suns!

“The word enlightenment conjures up the idea of some superhuman accomplishment, and the ego likes to keep it that way, but it is simply your natural state of felt oneness with Being.”  ~ Eckhart Tolle.

“When you accept what is, every moment is the best moment.  That is enlightenment.”  ~ Eckhart Tolle; Spiritual teacher and author.


Desire is the one which drives humankind, the one which points our routes in this physical life–i.e., you desire to eat, you desire to find companionship and and get into a relationship, you desire to better your education to get a better job, you desire to be the best you can be so to achieve greater things in life, and so on and so forth.  And, of course, there is the real us, the subconscious, which takes care of breathing, heartbeats, blood circulation, immune system, etc. etc.; and so our subconscious does not do things based on our conscious desire of daily living, its energies are the essence of our life and what keeps our motors running.

But desire, good or bad, or the process of desire, lives in the conscious mind, it is our ego; however, because it is our ego is tied to birth and death, it is mortal and flawed, it is a superficial entity we use every day to function as human beings.  But there are energies driving the forces of desire, and these come from the subconscious mind that I mentioned above.  These energies from the subconscious are “enlightening”, or what most of us call “Enlightenment”, energies, and these divine energies are shaped soon into our ego, by our conscious (because through the subconscious they penetrate and give life to the desire that drives us every single day, they feed the conscious mind to our advantage and human survival). 

True spiritual awakening, the intelligent power fueling all of our being, is then embracing fully these divine energies flowing through the subconscious; therefore, true spiritual awakening is embracing who you really are beyond the ego and the desires you have (which can be good or bad).  Knowledge and all information is good for the mind, but it will only enter your mind and boost your ego.  This knowledge could help you in your life’s path, perhaps help you remember who you are deep inside; however, it will not give you a deep and shocking realization of who you are in the Absolute Essence (which is, in fact, your Absolute Essence, your Vital Life Force, what is called an Awakening).

 

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Awakening

When someone becomes truly awakened, your whole belief system shakes and your views on life are altered, you start shedding intellectual and emotional layers of your persona because you start seeing your ego for what it is, and once you truly see or realize your ego and its reactions then you become bigger and stronger and more able to tame it or control it.  

This spiritual process we call “Enlightenment” or “Awakening” comes when the universe or God (the vital life forces in you/the wisdom deep in you/the subconscious or Infinite Intelligence in you) “find you” ready; therefore, this process of awakening does not come with your mere desire (which, as I mentioned above, all desire lives in the ego).  And this process is also called Entering The Light…

“Entering The Light.”

Of many a dreamland and conscious travels,
Only the purest inner contemplation unravels
The dimensions and elevations of mental planes,
The absolute freedom and love the mind gains.

I was obscured by stress and a dark life,
I was put down and belittled by ill strife;
Living every day had become boring and dull,
And my ‘good friends’ were trying to make me fall,
My family was distant and my suffering was great,
Hate and loneliness I thought it was my fate.

One day I found the passage beyond pride
For rich silence and self-acceptance I tried.
It turned out that within me was all along,
The dreamland, the conscious travels, the song;
The absolute freedom and the love was in sight,
I became the Alchemist by Entering The Light.

~ Asa Rodriguez.

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Enlightenment!
Awakening!
Entering The Light!
God’s Consciousness!
Christ’s Consciousness!

The Power of a Thousand Suns lives within us…


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A little reminder.

“Stories are life.”

They shape our lives.
You were born, you grew up, you chose your path, you struggled in your path, then you die.
These are stories. And the way you live yours is the most important part; because karma, the change of events, the content of the realm of Akasha and your life’s records, the godly essence that moves it all, is all in the details of every moment in your life, of each present moment that you live.
Your thoughts, your words, your intentions, your behaviors (conscious and subconscious), all these are recorded and they forge your future, your destiny.

So live your life with wisdom.

 

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The ghastly story!

My full name is Asa Ezequiel Rodriguez (Asael is my entire first name; Hebrew name picked from somewhere within the Bible, meaning “God’s right hand”).  I used to be just like you, until a fatal accident changed my life entirely…

Are you ready for this true story…?!  If you are, grab your popcorn and cozy blanket, and perhaps that baby pacifier you use when nobody is looking.  This will become quite a ride as you read on!

One rainy night my parents and I were coming back home, when a heavily drunk asshole hit our Peugeot (that’s a car, for you Americans that do not know) and sent us all to the near Mar Del Plata’s main hospital (Mar Del Plata, Argentina, where I was born and raised).  I had been injured pretty badly, and actually much more than my parents; the ambulance couldn’t revive me as I was in a deep unconscious state, losing blood and seizing every five minutes.  Once there, the hospital team did everything they could to bring me back to life, but it was too late, for I was dead, gone from this physical plane.
 Several minutes later, I don’t know how or why (I just know that nothing that happens to us human beings is random, all has a purpose in life–even when we do not understand what’s happening) but I returned to life, and greatly changed (not just in physical function but in other aspects as well).
Now, I won’t tell you that while dead or unconscious without pulse I saw some brilliant light or angels or pearly gates swung open or anything like that.  Let your imagination fly.  There is not enough use of good imagination now-a-days, most people just watches reality TV shows where idiots fight over who’s going to use the toilet next and over who used all the toilet paper.  It’s pitiful.
After that, to make it shorter, I acquired certain talents or “conscious endowments.”  And in the course of many months, I encountered great abilities head-on (granted they weren’t strong yet, but in firm transition or conscious evolution).  My parents, of course, weren’t told anything because they would not have understood (you know, religious parents, or “normal-by-this-society” parents).  And at the same time, I needed more time for myself and “to find me” (because I had gotten lost at the shopping mall when I went to buy some underwear).  Put it simply, I wanted a job where I could meet great experiences, develop great wisdom in those extraordinary lessons from life itself, so I went in search for one.
So, after months’ search for the right one for me, Mr. Hernandez–a Psychic Investigator and a nice man–gave me the opportunity to earn some cash (some pesos), and I joined his ‘Mar Del Retards Paranormal’ agency as an apprentice.  (Needless to say, I think he had confused me with a retard, but, to be honest, when I went to my job interview I was loaded with the Novocaine my dentist had pumped in my mouth that morning, so, of course, I was drooling like a river was flowing out of my mouth and I couldn’t talk well; but, on the other hand, that incident did help me get the job, so all worked out great for me.)
Mr. Hernandez had gotten a call from the police dept. to go check out a “especial case for Paranormal Retards”, or a possible murder lead from an “unknown source”.  This would be my first case.  Although, this time I had stayed at the office because I had needed to use the bathroom very badly, and also because the OfficeMart truck was suppose to deliver a couch and Mr. Hernandez had wanted me to be there to receive it.
The delivery truck was pulling over up front by the sidewalk.  You could see the giant display of colors and the words ‘OfficeMart makes it easier to rob your place if you’re not home’ (or some better translation of it from Spanish verbose) printed on the side of it.
Let me now introduce you to the nitty-gritty of the first case which I call…

Booooohh… gives me chills just to think about it…  “The Vampire’s Slaughterhouse!”

When Mr. Hernandez came back, we both went to take a look at this ominous house of old-looking existence.  To the cellar, where our retarded intuition took us.  Once there, my mind was racing.  I told myself to calm the fuck down, hold on tight to the three pounds of garlic to scare any vampires, and concentrate!  Even having this conscious energy inside of me and this knowledge I had acquired of the supernatural wasn’t enough.  I could feel my heart pounding, my hands sweating, while forcing my legs to keep marching to that cellar.  And the worst, the smell was getting to me, revolting my stomach.  See, I hadn’t shower in a month.
Then I realized night would soon come, and darkness was the perfect playground for any creature or demon.  I had to pay attention to signs and sensations, having my surroundings in check at all times, looking for anything with even a teeny tiny presence.  Finally we arrived to the cellar–old and partially cracked wood, a few paint scrapings on the doors, vampire vomit all over, and the room smelled like vampires had farted.  Very common, I thought.
After we opened wide the heavy doors, we climbed down the stairs…
The first few steps we took were lit by the natural light from the outside (it wasn’t completely dark out yet), then we had to look for the switch to turn on the light as it was getting obscurer.  Shit!-–  The lights then turned on at the same time, it looked like lightning–a couple of flashes and flickers and then they settled.  I noticed it was a large cellar, a lot of red and green blood, and also pee in storage (I had learned these creatures of the night drank the pee of their victims as well, as some kind of ritual), and some boxes containing stuffed Teddy bears on the sides.  Did they also sell stuffed bears on the black market…?!  Ghastly!  Macabre!
A lot of twists and turns.  A few rooms at the end, shelves with old and dusty magazines–a lot of vampire’s gay pornography.  Everything seemed storage and junk.  Suddenly, I tripped over a pile of bras and panties!  These bastards also kept them from their victims as souvenirs.  Sick Fucks!, I thought.
I couldn’t help but thinking that Demonitus could be part of this!  He is a demon I found in the list of popular demons. And what do demons do?—torture and scare people!  Good people!
(Oh, by the way, Demonitus had also been the first demon I had seen when I was dead in the hospital; however, back then I had no idea of what it was exactly–a product of my imagination, the memory of a horror movie, a subconscious fear of death itself…??  And then it had appeared next to the coffin of my dead friend.  But the real shock for me was that he was fat and carried a big fork around–always thought that demons were fit or at least slim, because the spiritual body tends to have no need for physical food, and thus no need for a big fork either).

‘Demonitus’. The suspected perpetrator. Have you seen this rascal?
And as I kept onward, seconds later, the lights of this section of the cellar went off too leaving us in total darkness!  I tried to turn the switch back on  but it was all riddled with vomit, and it felt like some force was holding the light switch in one position!  I tried and tried, and at one point I thought my fingers were about to be broken–the darn thing appeared to be rock!  Oh mamma!–  The air around me turned cold and heavy!  Everywhere I looked was pitch black!  My mind started playing tricks on me.  I felt a swift touch on my shoulder– “Mr. Hernandez, did you touch me?!  I–I’m not gay, dude.”
My confused mind started then coming up with all these frightening images and odd sensations of pure dread that gotten worse as he didn’t answer. “…Mr.–”  I swallowed nervously,  “Mr. Hernandez, did you–”  Jesus!–  Again.  Someone was definitely in the room!  Shit–  Who was touching my shoulder, again?  I spun halfway.  My stance had been rooted to the ground, my feet firm as a rock.  But as I turned around I lost my balance, snatched the air trying to get a grip on something, then, SLAAMM!– I dropped down like a bag of potatoes!
‘An eerie someone!’  It all seemed spooky and odd.  I noticed I had fallen on top of something, and this something felt like a fat pig.  “Mr. Hernan–”  Couldn’t finish my thought.  What had happened to him?  Something had happened to him, something that had occurred in the split of a second.  I then tried to remember a noise or something which could have hinted me of his fall, but all had taken place so fast.  I was in the dark, confused, overwhelmed, nervous.  This ‘eerie someone’ obviously did not want me to be down here–that much I knew at the moment.
I drummed a few on his face.  “Mr. Hernandez, are you okay?  Are you okay, Mr. Hernandez? …  ARE YOU OKAY, YOU FAT PIG?!”  I almost lost my marbles.  After he squinted a few times and shielded his eyes from the strong light, he came to.  By now, the room really smelled of vomit and farts.  Not good for my allergies.  Hard to breathe as well.
“What–What happened,” he drawled weakly.  He then eyed me disoriented as he sat up.
“Are you okay?”  I repeated.  Christ!–  “You have red lipstick kisses all over your face!  Did the demon kiss you?!”  …But you’re a fat pig; how can anyone wanna kiss you…??’  I thought to myself.
“I–I don’t remember…” he started, “I fell. I must have fainted.”  He felt uneasy and odd, which worried me so.  His eyes looked lost like a puppy’s, and his facial expression painful and awkward.
“What happened to you?”  I pointed at the blood stain.  “You are bleeding.”  I took a better look at the area.  The wounded are was close to his neck.  And as I checked nearer, I found very tiny marks not too deep into the muscle–this is where my knowledge of anatomy paid off.  They were one above the other, they weren’t life-threatening or anything like that.
But how–??  What–??  Can’t it be possible..??   As I studied the odd marks I also noticed their pattern, and they looked like needles.  Honestly, I didn’t know what to make of it. What would I tell him?  What was I suppose to say?–  Someone had tried to had his way with him?  A large group of ghostly ticks in love with his neck, perhaps? …

However, reader, I cannot tell you more, too scary for you.


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The ugly and heavy rocks.

“A few vices are sufficient to darken many virtues.”  ~ Plutarch; ancient Greek biographer and essayist.

This morning while walking my dog I encountered a guy, like I had many times before, bumming cigarettes, poorly dressed and with a really anxious demeanor and countenance.  He came to me and asked me for a smoke; of course, I told him I don’t smoke, but it also made me think of the fear that wretched vice was holding in his weakened mind, he wasn’t able to control his urges thus becoming a puppet of the addiction of smoke.
I wanted to write this because vices and their fears are poisoning our minds, and they are keeping humans hostage, not able to express fully their excellence through talents and creative thinking; furthermore, vices themselves are ruling over the minds of people making them weak and subservient.  Most of us are not able to be absolutely free because of these vices which act subtly over the hearts and minds of men and women.  And then people complain about not having success in their own lives, and also become jealous of other people who do embrace their own excellence through controlling their urges.  Human vices–i.e. smoking, drinking, any drug addiction, food addiction, sex addiction, friending your fears, work addiction, etc. etc.–are the very heart of mediocrity and misery in people, perhaps subconsciously; because these things soil your higher talents and higher thought processes. 
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Habits are what shape us as human beings, what either elevates or diminishes our mind, our thought processes of creativity and understanding; therefore, if we do not watch what we do and just acquire foolish habits, we will not achieve excellence in our lives, and not even a life we can be proud of beyond our nonsensical egos.  Habits can destroy your happiness or help you embrace happiness, and it is always up to you, up to what you choose to start doing in your everyday living.  Habits become who we are and they mold our futures, but addictions are habits which are foolish and habits which you haven’t thought through; of course, your ego trap is that you think through all that you do, but addictions only happen when we are not leaders of our own minds, they happen when we are followers of other people and society–this EXTREMELY weakens you.
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And vices come in many forms and varieties, as you deep inside can understand, but the thing to have in mind all the time is that spiritual values, or the mighty power of the human spirit to achieve all we need and desire in our own lives, are the expression of our higher selves, the expression of who we are beyond fear and stress and all anxieties.  And addictions, OF ANY KIND, bury that power of expression and genius we all have deep under muddy layers of mediocrity and filth.
This seems dramatic, and even over-the-top, but deep inside you know it to be true; because there is a small light of wisdom within you that tells you what is right and what is wrong, but perhaps your ego and foolish desires cover that wisdom on a daily basis.

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