Indecision, overthinking, attachment to your expectations and old habits is the origin of your troubles, isn’t it…?? The prison is your own mind. Life is just evolving naturally. Situations and moments are not to be the leaders of how you think, feel and behave.
The situations and moments you live are there for a reason, but they are not there to either lead you to joy or to misery. You must lead yourself by self-discipline and training your own mind to experience what you desire to experience.
Experiences exist only within you, for what you think is outside you is just really a mirage, a reflection, the way in which physical reality manifests to your senses; but this must not trick you, deceive you, because all you ever experience lives in you and nothing can change that.
Each one of us sees life differently, feels it differently, and chooses differently, just because of that: Because life, as beauty, is in the inner eye of the beholder, which is within you creating itself by the filters of your mind. Filters (voices, images, ego, etc) that you must arrange according to your own desires.
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